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[Friday
September 8th, 2006
10:18am] |
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[Thursday
September 7th, 2006
2:09am] |
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I think it's about time for a real update. I've been at school for twelve days. But, only in classes for two. I've officially gone through every single one of my college classes at least once. As of right now, my outlook on college is positive. A few of the classes are a bit monotonous. Pretty much hammering out the basics so that we can get to the good stuff. I have a Literary Methodologies class way too early, so it's not that great. However, my professor seems like a character. I have my freshman seminar, which is Multicultural Children's Literature. It seems like it'll be interesting and easy, to say the lease. I have Informal Logic, or Critical Thinking, which is a philosophy class where we contemplate such things as the meaning of life. Which, isn't really up my alley. My favorite, adored, most respected philosopher (Who is that, you ask? Albert Camus, duh.) once said "You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never life if you are looking for the meaning of life." And, I believe in that. But, it shall be an interesting class nevertheless. My favorite class, as I can tell thus far, is Introduction to Screenwriting. My professor isn't a professor at all, he's someone who has actually gone out and made it. He's the guy that wrote the original screenplay for the Clint Eastwood movie Dirty Harry. You know the "Go ahead, make my day." line? Yeah, that was him. He seems so awesome. Though, he really makes the Hollywood world sound like shit, but oh well. I feel like I understand what he's talking about from watching Entourage. Haha. That show seems like it's so accurate. Well, from what I've heard. I wouldn't really know.
But, anyway. Yeah, the classes seem like they're going to be good. Having an 8:30AM class three times a week is going to suck. But, I'll deal. As for the social part of college, it seems to be going well. SOAR helped me meet a few people before my security blanked (Amy and Michelle) arrived. So, I'm glad I did it. I would have never met Monica had I not! Haha. And, not only that, there are a bunch of friendly faces around now, even if I don't really talk to them. My roommate, Bri, is completley awesome. I hope she likes me as much as I like her. I forsee us getting along very well all throughout our time together. So, I'm super psyched about that. I haven't really done that "PARTY!" thing yet. I know, hard to believe, right? Especially since I go to the college that was once ranked as the number two party school in America. I guess it's not really my thing. I wouldn't really be objected to going to a party, I just don't seek them out. I hardly partied in high school, and I got by happily and just fine... so college doesn't seem like it's going to be any different.
My first real weekend here I had to go home. I went to Justin Williams' viewing/funeral, and then stayed home overnight for the John Mayer concert I had tickets for months in advance. And, though I'm so glad I did both of those things, I feel like I missed out on so much here at school. Justin was one of the nicest people I've ever known. I was so close with him in middle school, so attending his viewing/funeral was a must for me. And, though it was quite possibly one of the saddest things I'll ever see, I'm so glad I went. (Rest in peace Justin, I love you and you'll forever be missed.) On the other hand, the John Mayer concert was something I had agreed to go to a while back. But, when I came back to school (even though A LOT of people left as well) I felt like I missed so much important time. Maybe it's just because I have Amy and Michelle. So, while everyone is trying to make friendships from scratch and find their niche, I already have mine? So, it's good that I'm comfortable and I don't have to deal with that. But, bad because it's not forcing me to come out of my comfort zone anymore. I want to branch out and meet new people. I want a lot of friends. I want to go out and hang out with people every night. But, why subject myself to meeting and getting to know new people, when two of my best friends live right across campus?
Also, drama from home has been putting me in a shit ass mood. I'm not going to comment on it too much, most people know what I'm talking about. And, if you don't, and you're interested, ask me... I'm more than willing to vent to people. Haha. I'll just say that the "situation" of the past week has made me realize a lot about my "friends" that I'll be sure never to overlook.
Anyway, I have to get up early tomorrow to buy Brand New tickets. Not to mention class... but that's not until 6PM. Yay for college. :)
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[Tuesday
September 5th, 2006
8:53pm] |
"Are you covering for her?"
Fuck this.
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[Friday
August 25th, 2006
3:02pm] |
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Goodbye everyone!
I leave in 16 hours.
Richard Stockton College
Samantha Wagner #3474
PO Box 195
Pomona, NJ 08240-0195
Send me letters. :(
Now time for me to say the hardest so-long everrrr,
to my babyyy<3 :(.
I'm excited as hell about college.
Just more depressed than I've ever been that he can't come with me.
That boy is my happiness.
Oh man, I love him so muchhhhh.
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[Thursday
July 27th, 2006
7:25pm] |
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I got my roomate for Stockton. I sent her a message, but she has yet to answer me. I really hope we get along. Jay said I'm free to crash in his apartment whenever if we don't get along, haha. I hope I don't have to take him up on that. Stockton has a freshman bonding trip at Matolly. Friggin' Matolly! When I heard that OF COURSE I had to go. Unfortunatley that makes me have to leave early. Iiiuuckkkk. I miss Mike just thinking about it. Haha. I leave in 29 days. TWENTY NINE. That's nothing! And, I have another week of work, and then I have to get dental surgery. Buh bye summer. :(
Oh well. As long as I have Michael by my side for these next 29 days, evvvverything will be allllright. :)
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[Sunday
July 23rd, 2006
2:15pm] |
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Man, summer is going by so quickly. I have orientation at Stockton tomorrow. So, I'll get to pick my classes and find out the e-mail address of my roomie. It's exciting. I hear Amy and Michelle found out that they were rooming together. So, that leaves me to wonder who I'll be rooming with. I hope I like them. And, I hope I'm near Amy and Michelle. It's probably better that I'm not rooming with either of them, because I'm probably a pretty hard person to live with -- and I'd rather them not wind up hating my guts or something. I just hope whoever I do get as a roommate doesn't get the wrong idea when they see my e-mail address is "kissmexxdeadly", haha. Olldddd e-mail. But yeah, I'm hoping that the orientation will psych me up.
Summer has been pretty laid back. Well, except for work, but I actually really enjoy my job. I get to play with little kids all day, what could be the problem? Haha. Had a random ass night two nights ago. Mike, Michelle, Brian, Eric, Tom, Justin, and Ray came over for the night. Then, Robbie, Mark, and Colleen came over and we hung outside until around 1AM or something like that. All the while we were talking to Stefan and Bob on the phone. Then, after the others left, Stefan and Bob decided to pay me a visit. Drive from the Medford area to here at like, 2AM. Haha. We all hung out until like 6AM. It was pretty fun. I like nights where I don't get to sleep. Sleeping is overrated. And, who needs sleep when people make speed?! Ahaha. You don't know if I'm kidding or not, :).
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| What a wonderful world. |
[Monday
July 17th, 2006
6:19pm] |
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Summer has been bad for my livejournal. Haha. I never update!
How about another quick recap, they seem to be most efficient.
I love work.
It's so much fun.
I love everyone I work with.
Stefan, Niki, Danielle, Jen, and Jay are awesome.
Zach and Jennie are nice, too. But, I don't talk to them much.
But, we all (with the exception of Zach and Jennie) had a pool party at Danielle's.
It was so much fun.
Jay is going to be a sophomore at Stockton, so that's awesome.
I'll have someone to show me around and introduce me next year.
Today marked the beginning of the second session.
So, I got all new kids.
They all seem sweet.
I have a 9 year old who's 5'8''.
She's huge! It's insaneee.
Today Stefan, Carp, and I bonded.
We talked for about an hour about everything.
I found out what Carp really thinks of the people that were in our school.
Haha. It was pretty great.
Streetlight Manifesto and Reel Big Fish are fuckin' awesome in concert.
That is by NO means an overstatment.
I saw them with Michelle, Brian, Eric Mc, Tom I, Paul R, and Justin Wy.
It was amaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazing.
Streetlight Manifesto is fucking awesome.
They're SO on my top 5 bands of ALL TIME list.
And, Reel Big Fish was greatttt.
Ska shows > Life.
I got my English AP test results back.
I couldn't believe it.
I got a 5/5. Haha. I was pretty psyched, to say the least.
I guess English is a good major for me. :D
That's all.
Time for a pool party at Robbies.
YAY SUMMER<3.
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[Friday
July 7th, 2006
4:47pm] |
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I haven't updated this in agessss. I've been too busy, haha.
How about a brief recap of summer so far?
Some noteworthy things I've done are as follows:
ANGELS AND AIRWAVES CONCERT NUMBER 2.
- This time with Michael<3, Brian, & Justin Wyatt.
IT WAS SO COMPLETLEY AMAZING. We were just as close as last time.
Oh man. They put on one of the best shows ever.
Seriously, if you get the chance -- go see them.
It's lifechanging. Ahaha. "YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU WANT TO IF YOU JUST BELIEVE."
GRADUATION PARTY
- That was pretty nice. I got to see Jose!
And, Krissy! Haven't seen her in agessss.
All of mi familia and friends, too. <3 :D
It was lovely.
STARTED WORKING.
- Yep. 8-4 errrryday.
I've got a group of nine year olds in the morning.
And everything from 6-11 in the afternoon.
I love it. I get to work with Stefan, Niki, Jen, Danielle, and Jay.
They're pretty awesome. Jenny and Zach, too.
But, they don't talk much.
Little kids are pretty damn cute.
Except when Stefan "plays God" and turns them against me.
JERK<3. Haha.
I really don't know what else I've done.
4th of July was fireworks with my loves.
And, summer volleyball Wednesday nights.
TOMORROW hopefully I'll get down to the shore for the first time this season.
That'd be amazingly nice.
:D
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[Tuesday
June 20th, 2006
3:36pm] |
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I GRADUATED.
Sterling High School Class of 2006.
I can't believe it's really over.
And, I can't believe how much I'm going to miss some of you.
Jesus.
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| Let's play a game. |
[Wednesday
June 14th, 2006
11:00pm] |
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10 People, 10 Statments.
I play this game a lot, but I really enjoy it.
The following are 10 statments about 10 people.
See if you can guess who they're about.
1. I sometimes feel like our friendship is a bit more habitual than substantial. But, I'm always glad to have you around. Though you can be a bit hard to handle at times, you're a definite reliable friend and I thank you for that.
2. I sometimes think I'd like to give our frienship one more go when I nostalgically rhink to old times -- then I remember what a bitch you are.
3. First loves really do never die. We've had some interesting and amazing times (and some not so amazing times) that I'll carry on the forefront of my memories forever. You're a completley amazing person and you'll ALWAYS have a piece of my heart. I'm always here for you, and you'll always know exactly where to find me. <4
4. More times than not I don't think you care abut me at all. I know where I lie in your list of priorites, and though I think at times you're overly bitchy, I've come to terms with my faultering position. Despite the distance that is slowly creeping between us, I still love you so much.
5. You seem to ignore me when you're around certian people, and that's not an admirable quality. I don't like feeling as though people are ashamed of me. I miss when we were close, and I feel almost awkward around you anymore. But, I'm always going to be here for you.
6. Ther are no words that can describe how much I love you. You ARE my life. You're my best friend, my love, and my lover. The only person I ALWAYS want to see. You've changed my life and made me look forward to every day simply because I get to see you. I can't wait to spent every day for the rest of my life holding your hand. Thank you for being the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me. I love you more than you can imagine.
7. Though you're aggervating as can be, I love you. I have this terrible feeling we'll quickly fall out of touch after graduation because frankly, you're a bitch to get along with. I'll try my best -- but I know you'll make it hard.
8. I'm so glad that we've gotten closer this past year. You're always like this welcome ray of sunshine that comes to brighten my day. We have some random adventures, but no matter what I do with you it's always fun. The only regret I have is not getting to know you sooner. I love you!
9. You're basically me in another body. Only more motivated and completley different. Haha. It's nice to have someone to talk about my obsessions with and not have them roll their eyes at me. We had an interesting start to our friendship, but it came out for the best. Now if you only weren't so damn sarcastic.
10. You always know how to make me feel special. And, even though you're one of the hardest people to get along with -- you're one of my favorites. I love spending time with you, and I think you're a gorgeous person inside and out. I love you like a brother, and I thank you for always being there for me when I've needed you most. I wish you all the best things in life, and I wish even more that I'll be by your side for them.
So, think one of these is about you?
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[Wednesday
June 14th, 2006
4:52pm] |
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( Hot. )
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[Wednesday
June 14th, 2006
12:56pm] |
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Mrs. Rosbert wouldn't give me my yearbook because she's an evil whore. She's making me wait until the end of the day. So, I just have to sit and watch everyone giggle as they look through it. Oh well, whatev'. Not big deal, just annoying. The only yearbook I agreed to sign before I got mine was Matt L's. I got kinda sentimental, it's so weird thinking about three days from now. How different everything is going to be.
Well, that's if I get all of this work in. I was up until 4:30AM doing work last night, and so much for sleeping again tonight! Workworkworkwork. I can handle it for three more days. Ooh, I can't wait to go to Wawa after school and get $5 worth of stuff as a reward for being drug free. Haha. Too bad I get drug tested at the end of the year when all of the good prizes are gone.
Summer volleyball starts tonight, I was SO excited. I'd get to see so many awesome people, like Ryan Hagen! God, I haven't seen him since the beginning of this school year. That's redeculious. But, the friggin' Seminar award ceremony is at the same time. So, I have to go to that. I guess I'll see everyone next week. Geeeeze.
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[Friday
June 9th, 2006
5:43pm] |
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One more week of school you guys, ONE MORE WEEK. Ohh mann. I got my cap and gown today. This is all happening! I'm so psyched. I NEED to get out of my house. And, the end of school means the start of Stockton. Yesss.
I've reached a complete catch-22. I want the summer to be over more than anything because I can't stand my family. I can't stand living at home and being around them, and August 30th means I don't have to be. But, then at the same time, I want this to be the never ending summer. I don't know how in hell I'm going to leave Michael. I don't know how I'm going to surrive without being able to see him. The boy is my sanity and my happiness! I guess I'm completley dependent upon him, and that's not healthy. But, I don't care. I love him so fucking much.
SPEAKING OF HIM. I'm just waiting for him to call me, and then we're going to Guitar Center / Cherry Hill Mall. He's buying a mandolin, I believe. And, I'm going to spend my $25 at Cache. It shall be fun. But, he's busy flirting with Billy and Rich at the pizza place, so I'm just waiting for him to finish and I'm bored! So, I write this.
Alright, time ... to do something else.
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| 666! |
[Tuesday
June 6th, 2006
12:55pm] |
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So, Prom was amazing. I basically had the best prom date ever. :) Prom weekend was fun, too. But, coming back to school was the worst. Only 9 more days left! Oh man! I'll scan some pictures that I have when I get home either today or tomorrow. Mr. Gebert took some amazing pictures, and I'm going to get my camera developed today. Though, I don't know if there are any good pictures on it. I forgot I had it. Got drug tested today! Woo. And, it's 666! So, I'm going to see The Omen after school/tonight with my lovaaa. Can't wait. :D Anyway, this is scattered, so to add to that -- here's a survey!
( I waste my life. )
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| I need the smell of summer I need its noises in my ear, :D |
[Monday
May 29th, 2006
3:10pm] |
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So, this memorial day weekend has been pretty awesome. :)
Friday night I got to spend the wholeee night with my Michael<3. He left to go camping with his friends early Saturday morn'. So, it was the only time I saw him all weekend. But, that was alright. Little absences make the heart grow fonder, if that's even possible! :D Haha. It was quite a fun night, and I love that boyyy<3<3.
Saturday I worked like hell all morning. Haha. I spent about four hours completley gutting, cleaning, and rearranging my room. It was terrible, but I'm SO glad it's not disgusting anymore. Haha. And, I painted a lovely acrylic cottage scene. Ahaha. Fuck Mrs. Maskaly. I can't wait until I never have to see her face again. :) Then! Saturday night was pretty amazing<3. I went to a housewarming party at Evan's new apartment. Oh man. It was SO SO SO much fun. Haha. Evan and I were put in charge of making drinks. He had a bar set up kinda connected to his bedroom. So, we took one of the concepts in the movie "Waiting" and applied it to drink making. Whenever someone pissed us off, we'd squirt hair products in their Passion Fruit Coladas. Haha, "A little bit of fruit, some rum, some extra sticky hair gel..." Ahaha. I loved it. There were so many people there that I haven't seen in so long! I love them all. :D
Sunday I went to Sarah's baby shower all day. She's so big! Sarah is one of my adopted cousins. So, she's like this completley adorable 4'11'' Vitnamese girl who is probably all of 90lbs. So, to see her prego is quite the spectacle. :) Haha. She seems excited, so I'm excited for her! Ellie is prego too! Two new cousins for meee<3 :D. Haha. I basically just talked to Sena, Linda, Ellie, and Aunt Lucy the whole time. It was pretty fun. :) Then, at night Robbie, Chels, Kate, Amy, and I all went to the Funplex. Ahaha. It was SO much fun. We friggin' played LAZERTAG. How amazing is that?!
Sam: Amy, what was your score?
Amy: 1525.
Sam: Oh man. I only got 1025. Chels, what did you get?
Chelsea: 125... is that REALLY bad?
Amy+Sam: [Laughing] Rob, what did you get?
Rob: Uhh... it says '00000'.
Ahaha. <3 It was so much fun. We then went minigolfing there, and Robbie fell in the pond with the sea otter. Hahaha. Then we took the long way home, via Camden at 10:30PM. FUN! Ahaha<3. Then to Wawa and Robbie's for ice cream. :):)
Today I did some more painting and nowww, I'm waiting for our BBQ to get under way. :) My mom made her glorious potato salad, I'm excited. Veggie burgers + hot dogs on the grill = :D. Mike is supposed to be home soon! Hopefully I'll get to see him. Maybe, he can even come to my BBQ?! I hope. But, I won't hold my breath. Haha. I just wanna see 'im. <3
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| I'll make your fear melt away. |
[Tuesday
May 23rd, 2006
8:29pm] |
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I took that picture on Brian's camera phone at the AVA show.
I think it pretty much shows you how amazing it was.
There are even better ones, too.
I'll show you them whenever I get them from Brian.
Oh man, I love just THINKING about that show.
I got the CD today. :D
It FINALLY came out.
So, I've been listening to it non-stop. ♥
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